Run Forest run.

Charity Run for MAKNA.

Tomorrow's the running day. I'm not even sure why I joined in. Whether because I wanted to donate for MAKNA or because I wanted the free tshirt or simply because I wanted to run. I've never participated in any whatever sports event sort of thing before. My first run ever, and I started with 7.8km.

I like running but I'm not used to doing a long run. So yea, I am kinda nervous about it.
Risau pancit awal.

Have been contemplating whether I should be running, or jogging tomorrow. If I were to jog, I might as well bring the plastic camera and pretend like I am doing a little sight seeing throughout UNITEN. But if I were to run, a camera would be a hassle. Haha maybe no camera. Sight seeing can do later.

However it is, let's just hope that the amount of cheese and oily things I ate lately wouldn't drag me down and things would turn out okay for everyone. Just,

please
don't
pancit.

Hewhew.

Random Thought #9 : Mighty Lego People

Can I have a plastic lego heart?
In every possible color a mind could imagine
In every possible pattern a brain could fathom
Maybe yellow with a single white stripe
or rainbow colors all in one go

It'd be a pretty sight, if one could see it.

A plastic heart, fancy and durable
Unbreakable.

Try stepping on a piece of lego,
see how that feels.

Now that's the way to go.
That's what we want,
heavy duty people.

Combo.

Feeling sad? Go find your Maker.
Feeling tired? Go look for your Maker.
Feeling like a let down? Go meet your Maker.

Allah created us, complicated beings. So if you need fixing, only He would know how to fix you. Yes, physical illness is easy to be treated. Just find the doctor and he'll prescribe you a bunch of pills to make you all better. But how about spiritual sickness? The one related to the heart and mind. How do you fix a broken heart? Tell the surgeon to sew the pieces back together? No, it doesn't work that way.

Imagine your laptop crashed due to virus. Would you go to a barber to get it reformat and fixed? No? Same theory applies.


You have to find the right person to get yourself fixed.
In this case, your Maker.
In this case, Allah.


Find God, and He'll help fix you right.

xx


"I want to cry. Rant. Scream. Run. There's so much kept in this little heart, too much for me to handle. I want to talk to God, and cry. Cry my heart out."

Seven Nation Army

i'm gonna fight em off, a seven nation army couldn't hold me back

Doodle Challenge Number I Dont Know

Pipiyapongpong.

A cat in your room, and I'm to be blamed.

Can I have my own room? A small room is sufficient.
The lesser the furniture, the better.
Just a low bed, and a wardrobe.
No pull-bed, no tables.
I want nothing more nothing less.

Well maybe an additional book case, for my books.
Just that would be enough.

Chances of that to happen? Zilch.

Sharing room sucks. I've low tolerance towards bloody ice cold room. My sisters like switching on the aircond. 25-26degrees with the fan switched on as well, from night till morning. The air, the floor everything is freezing cold. Bloody hell one blanket is not enough. And I have to tolerate that for the next, I don't know, 3-6years.

Till then I'd have to wait until we move to Enstek. Itu pun kalau dapat bilik sendiri. If else, I'd have to wait until I get married. That, would mean sharing a room as well.

Blergh.

Pew pew.

It's almost 3am and I'm still up. Madre is gonna give me a good smacking spanking tomorrow fo sho. I'm just not sleepy yet, so am doing what I do best, lurking around on the internet finding listen-worthy kind of songs. I actually do have real work to do but..
Oh well.

I have my flipping flippers progress report 1 due by next Monday. AAAAAAAA *tarik rambut* Been procrastinating like foreverrr and I'm three hundred percent sure I'm going to regret doing so. Meet my FYP lecturer for the very first time today, that was super duper freaky man. Good thing Dr Chua was actually cool, BUTT, he told me, "You don't think it's FYP 1 you can relax-relax. Next semester you got IDP and FYP 2 at the same time and you'll be super occupied you're certainly going to regret procrastinating. Get most of the things done during FYP 1 so you won't be so busy during FYP 2. And another thing is you have to come see me because I won't be chasing after you guys."

Yes, obviously that feels like a knock on my head, the message goes straight to the heart. Malu weh dah almost half semester baru terhegeh-hegeh jumpa lecturer. I am an adult now, I shall act like one.
But I want candy. NO. I want gummy worms. eeek!

It feels like the weekend already. Hm. Will start doing work tomorrow.

Anyway, drank like a quarter carton of milk, just because I'm craving for something cold. And you can guess the only cold thing that was in the fridge, and drinkable as well would be, yea milk. Heck a lot, soon I'd be growing whiskers instead of a beard.

Now as an adult, I'd better go tuck myself in bed like.. NOW.

This is Chan,
signing off with my paw.

Miaw.

Stop This Train

See, once in a while when it's good, it'll feel like it should

And they're all still around and you're still safe and sound

And you don't miss a thing 'til you cry when you're driving away in the dark

Urburpandascape.

Contemplating on going to Urbanscapes. Feel like I'd be missing out so much if I don't. I mean, come on. There's Yuna and The Trees and The Wild and Narmi and Sigur Ros and The White Shoes and The Couple Company and The Impatient Sisters and aaa, need I say more? Plus somebody's selling two Weekend Passes at RM150 each. That's a bargain, I guess, since now Urbanscapes is selling their Pre-sale Weekend Passes at RM187.

Okay I'm gonna leave it at that. Much too lazy to put up other videos. But yeah;

FEEL THE AWESOMENESS OF THESE PEOPLE. 

Somebody take me there please. 

White lies.

Staring at the ceiling fan blankly.
Thinking.
Thinking.
Thinking.

Thinking.

I saw you few days back, at a camera shop.

When I thought I've thrown out every single thing that has you init. Probably somebody forgot to empty the Recycle Bin in my brain. I saw you, and it was as if every trash was restored back to it's folder.

And everything starts coming back to me.
Day 1 to 700 whatever day.

So now tell me, how do you expect me to not have all this rage.

Frankly, I'm tired. Tired of being angry. Tired of being sad. Tired of being unhappy.
I deserve to be happy.

Skyfall

This is the end

Hold your breath and count to ten

Feel the earth move and then

Hear my heart burst again.

Sabay!

Everyone has that something that they like to do the most. For me I don't really know what I like, I'm sorta indecisive(is that even the right word to describe me? hmm) but I do love art and craft and business whatever thingamajig. But of course you don't always get to do what you love the most for a living. If you do, then you are one lucky dude!

I have always complaint to my housemates how I loathe engineering, how it has never been an interest of mine etc etc. I told them after I'm done with engineering I'm gonna proceed doing a double degree, taking a course that is related to the things I would enjoy doing. And my housemates being all strictly parently-ish told me that I shouldn't be doing that. Of what I could recall from yesterday's conversation was ;

1. "Whose gonna pay the loan?"
2. "I thought you like environmental engineering?"
3. "You always komplen komplen itu susah ini susah. You haven't try your best yet you wanna complain some more."
4. "Try working first. Kalau rasa tak boleh pegi jauh, then you do a double degree laa. But seriously who's gonna pay the loanss ha?"
5. "Working as an engineer is not the same as studying to be an engineer. Who knows it might be a lot of fun during the working days later."

I highly doubt that, but everything they said got me thinking of a kinda clever saying. (Narcissist much? Heh heh. But seriously.)

"You wouldn't know you're good at something, unless you try doing your best. If you still suck at it, then most probably you're not good at it after all. But of course with much effort, sooner or later you'll be good at it anyway.

Point is, if you never try then you'll never know. "

Which again had me thinking, I am kinda lazy at studying which of course resulting in me getting pretty lousy grades. Today, for the first time evah, I studied hard for a Geotech test. (Well not so hard after all because I only started studying this morning and the exam was tonight at 8pm.) And I kinda like the feeling of it. Feeling a little bit clever than the usual. Haha. But seriously, I had a thought that I might actually enjoy doing this engineering course after all.

In the end, I decided that I'm gonna try giving my best shot for this civil-whatevertheclevershiznit-engineering thing.

(dah tahun akhir baru nak cakap gini? *facepalm*)

It's sokayy, it's soraiit, kamon baby fight fight fight! \o/


Foot note:
For those yang rasa macam pemalas sangat, amalkan baca doa ni (doa para nabi);

And an additional doa, untuk senang process ilmu dan dipermudahkan urusan (Surah Taha ayat 25-28);